I went to my friends Birthday party tonight at PF Changs. It felt like a really akward high school reunion. Most of the people there I haven't talked to in awhile, and even the birthday boy I haven't hung out with in over a year. But for some reason I thought it was important to go tonight. Maybe to show that I still care. I did realize though that I have changed and many other have not. When asking people what they were up to, I didn't hear much exciting news. Most people said something along the lines of "nothing much". Thats cool and all but you think in 5 years something might have happened. The coolest thing I did hear was my friend Aaron went to the Marines, came back and is now in culinary school in San Fransisco. He was telling me about his school's restaurant that is completely student run.
Other than Aaron, everyone was the same.
I'm glad that I have changed. I'm glad that I have goals and that I am soon reaching those. I'm glad that I could come home and be content with just typing this blog. I'm glad that I don't need to drink to have a good time.
Part of me wishes I didn't go. I would have been satisfied laying on my couch watching a movie with my boyfriend. At least now I know that if a real reunion is ever held, I will not be attending.
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